Operating on Automatic

Left Brain vs Right

Sometimes the thinking mind isn’t that brilliant. And maybe I depend on it a little too much. I’ve found that clearing and sorting out chaos frees up thought.

A week or so ago, I got busy emptying boxes of old papers and magazines, and came across the original (like written in the dark ages) manuscript of my sci-fi story when it was only one novel in length, and definitely behind the times in science. I glanced through it, and decided to at least read the part leading to the climax. 

Immediately, resistance set in:

“It’ll be awful.”

But there might be treasures there!

I don’ wanna.

Okay, then, set a timer for ten minutes? See how far you get.”

And what happened? Would you believe??? —

TAXES became a far more desirable task than that little ten minute goal.

A Day on Automatic Drive

I spent most of Monday working on automatic drive—with complaints, with throwing up my hands, but driven to finish the job—quite amazing myself. Tax paperwork is packaged; a date set for delivery to our accountant. Hooray!

Taxes now off my mind, I woke in the night with an idea—a smidgen of a scene—for my unfinished trilogy. I never would have gotten the idea while tied to tax deadlines.

Relax and De-Stress

Our complicated lives can often feel overwhelming. I shun social media, but it’s impossible to ignore taxes. Advice to self: Just breathe. And keep a piece of life clutter-free—which means clearing out old messes — to free up those little grey cells. (thanks, Poirot.)

Sophie’s schedule: two meals a day/ a few trips outside / lots of naps.

“Is it time for my walk?”